March 9.

After having my various physical diaries either lost or destroyed, I wanted to make one just for me on my computer. At first I had it inside of a document, but I realized that it could be lost so I thought I'd try a personal website. Neocities looked really cool with a level of customization I'd really like to play around with.

Actually, I don't know much about coding so this is going to be hard for me. Html seems to be pretty easy, and with a few online resources I'm figuring it out. I hope that soon my website can also show the growth of my coding learning progess.

Well, I've been trying to fix my sleeping schedule and I didn't sleep tonight so that I can be tired tomorrow night and fall asleep easily at a good time. I didn't do very much during the day except message a few friends. The boyfriend search continues! I have a couple good options right now. However, my number one option is still in my heart. He had a big night last night. It's been hard to talk to him lately because all my friends keep telling me that he's just leading me on, but I don't want to believe it. Even though he's too busy to see me these days, I still try to message him at least once a week and check in on him. I wished him good luck for tonight. I wonder if he was disappointed that I couldn't come? Or relieved? Or maybe he didn't care at all.

He told me that he would send me videos so I hope that he does. I saw that he posted on his story a video that his sister took of the show. He looked really cool; I know it's not really my place to say but I think that that is how he is meant to be. Seeing the video made me a little sad. I think that if things had gone differently I could have really been there. If things go well soon though, maybe I'll be at the next one.

As I said I didn't do much today, but I did work on my painting for the first time in months. I know I always say I want a boyfriend but being able to have all my time to myself is nice to get things done. It hasn't progressed too much since I last worked on it, but anything is better than nothing and I'm happy that I worked on it today.

The image is probably going to be resized weird but it's okay.

Later today, I think I'd like to play around with the website more. In the meantime I have errands.

March 9 cont.

I drove my sister and her boyfriend around so they could shop while I was doing errands. That's really all that happened today. I did see a hamster in the pet store that made me really sad. It was a short-hair Serbian and it was too big for the cage they had him in. His nose was bloody from pressing his face into the glass and burrowing really hard into the corners, and his wheel was so small that he couldn't even run. It made me feel really sick and I wanted to take him home just so he could have someplace nice to live. But I don't know how to do that without supporting the pet store. We named him 'Peaky' and if we see him again next week I think we'll have to give him. Poor guy. I'm already broke and I'm gonna have even less money if I adopt Peaky but it made me so sick to see him living like that.

Baby Peaky. Anyways, I'm going to play around with the website and hopefully make it look better.